Sunday, January 25, 2009
/1:43 PM
Yesterday I was kana .......... by teacher. I hate it alot, it is so troublesome, i kant go to the area that I wan to go, but have to sit at 1 corner. But I know that teacher really cares for me, and thnx for the concern that eu have shown me. Thnks to Shi xuan who keep me accompany and early in the morning come my hse to ask me whether i wanna have breakfast with you when eu know that i was left alone at 1 place. You are really a good friend :), you have your own problem & eu still cares for me, it really touch me alots. Find me when eu need me ok??? Hope that eu will be happy forever.
As for my current situation, i hope that it will end quickly without having to .......... anyone. Or else I would have no mood to eat and feel so unwell... I really hope that no one would ask me about my problem, bcoz it have alry been so long, all my suffering have areadi numb inside my heart. Please don let me drop tears again, I don like that kind of feeling. I just want to be like a normal teenager. And I don need people sympathetic, cause I am still okie with my current life and I hope that nobody will worry about me...
Cause I have areadi tried to keep myself busy and forget to tink of those unhappiness matters at sec 2 and at home.
As for my current situation, i hope that it will end quickly without having to .......... anyone. Or else I would have no mood to eat and feel so unwell... I really hope that no one would ask me about my problem, bcoz it have alry been so long, all my suffering have areadi numb inside my heart. Please don let me drop tears again, I don like that kind of feeling. I just want to be like a normal teenager. And I don need people sympathetic, cause I am still okie with my current life and I hope that nobody will worry about me...
Cause I have areadi tried to keep myself busy and forget to tink of those unhappiness matters at sec 2 and at home.
all my laughter was
TRUE
so please don anyhow sae
that i fake my laughter,
fake myself