I felt so emotionally down. For whatever I do, it wont be done properly. My eyes feel so blurred todae. I kant concentrate on whatever i do. I feel so stress. I can feel that all my problem is back from overseas again. And I have to deal with these all matter.
Nothing can change alrdy, everything they knew have alrdy been gaven a bad impression to me. All my friends gana leave me soo0ner. I wont be assure that this matter can be store in their heart for so long, confirm they will spout out 1 day.
Emoing myself wont be a long term medicine, my illness will not get cure back. I have been running away from this matter again and again. Sometimes, i really hope that i can stop running away from all matter, it can be really tiresome and living in a miserable life. I just want to hide in a hole untill all the matter is settled.